While I haven't been posting here, it isn't as if I have been loafing. Jim and I are going to be moving and life has been quite chaotic. Packing is no fun. My nightmares include giant cardboard boxes. I am looking forward to getting back to shooting and posting soon.
The online journal of a photographer in southern California. As I explore my world, please join me and listen in on some of my thoughts transcribed along the way. (All images are copyrighted by Anita Jesse. All Rights Reserved. Please contact me at my website, framinglightphotography, if you wish to include a photo on your site.)
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Happy New Year!
While I haven't been posting here, it isn't as if I have been loafing. Jim and I are going to be moving and life has been quite chaotic. Packing is no fun. My nightmares include giant cardboard boxes. I am looking forward to getting back to shooting and posting soon.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Keeping Chickens in Oak Creek Canyon
Thursday, December 6, 2007
Keeping My Feet Dry
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Impressions
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
A Revived Ghost Town
Monday, December 3, 2007
The Early Settlers of Oak Creek Canyon
Friday, November 30, 2007
Ranches and Palm Trees
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Roses
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Trees—You Know Me
"How Dead Horse Ranch Got Its Name
The story of the park's name begins with the Ireys family, who came to Arizona from Minnesota looking for a ranch to buy in the late 1940's. At one of the ranches they discovered a large dead horse lying by the road. After two days of viewing ranches, Dad Ireys asked the kids which ranch they liked the best. The kids said, "the one with the dead horse, Dad!" The Ireys family chose the name Dead Horse Ranch and later, in 1973, when Arizona State Parks acquired thepark, the Ireys made retaining the name a condition of sale."
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Veteran's Day
Friday, November 9, 2007
Tossing Logic Out the Window
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Our Green Friend
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
The West Fork Trail
Sunday, November 4, 2007
The Wupatki Pueblo
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Home Again!
We didn't always have WiFi, so I was out of touch much of the time. I will be posting some shots soon, but tonight is about unpacking, laundry, and catching up on phone and e-mail messages.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Standby and Devastation
What people in southern California are enduring during Inferno 2007 is heart-breaking, yet the behavior of most of them is profoundly inspiring. People all around the area are pitching in to help one another and so many of those who have lost their homes are managing somehow to hold their heads high and look to the future. Jim is on standby to help evacuate horses for a fellow who is a cousin of a friend. (That fellow and his property appear to be safe now. Still, like many in our part of the world, his trailer remains packed and headed out in case he has to load animals and get out in a hurry.) Monday evening, that friend of ours left dinner with us a little early to evacuate cats for a work colleague. (In that case it was only a precaution, thank goodness) On the other hand, a woman who is a key figure in the southern California endurance racing world (she and her daughter run a couple of rides) lost everything Monday evening except their eleven horses and what tack they could throw in the trailer. When I heard about a fire in the Temecula region, my heart stopped for a second. We have a friend down there with forty-fifty horses on her place. I can’t reach her, but after scanning the internet for fire updates I feel somewhat relieved. It appears the fire is far enough from her to make her anxious, but not require evacuation. San Diego’s Qualcomm Stadium and Del Mar Race Track are packed with refugee humans and horses. Let’s hope the weather predictions are accurate and we get some changes fairly soon.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Smoky Sky and Wind Damage
Monday, October 22, 2007
Another Mustang Sighting
Smoke, Ashes, and Drive-by revisited
Unfortunately, my better nature is not winning out. I am still grousing about Time Warner. I see that I am making some crazy mistakes in my posts. And, I am not surprised. After all, I rush through the posts like a mad woman with breath held, waiting for the the connection to evaporate any second. Calling Time Warner produces nothing but accusations that we must have a bad modem, or maybe it's the router. Strange that when our equipment fails , so does that of hundreds of other customers. Coincidences abound.
At any rate, I realized today that in the post on Drive-by photography I labeled the shot as having been taken in the Eastern Sierra. Actually, it's from our June excursion to Colorado. Blogger supplies a spellchecker, but not a fact checker. So, Doug, that is why my reply to your post made no sense when compared to the original post. I am feeling stupid.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
At Liberty--Almost
Friday, October 19, 2007
Drive-by Photography
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Ghost Stories
Specifically, I realized that I really do believe in ghosts. Thinking about ghosts this afternoon is, of course, an interesting coincidence, since Halloween is just a few days away. However, I’m not talking about ghosts that lurk in the attic and scare us in the middle of the night. I’m not talking about the Casper type of ghost or the ghouls that populate those scary Hollywood movies designed to give you nightmares.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Addictions Come in Many Forms
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Fireworks
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Mountain Tops
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
What a Face!
How could you resist a face like this—and why would you want to? Jim and PJ are lucky to have such a handsome friend.
Luminous Leaf
Monday, October 8, 2007
Spiders
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Borrowing a View
I thought it was time to change the subject. So I went back to the Eastern Sierra file for this one.
When we spent the night at Brown's Town Campground in Bishop on the the way to Bridgeport, this was the view our golfing neighbors were enjoying. All we had to do was look over the top of the open wire fence and we, too, had a clear view of the mountains to the northeast.
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Walter, the Black Mustang
Friday, October 5, 2007
The G7 again
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Monuments
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Photographers Supporting Photographers
Stick around to browse after you soak up the valuable info. You will never again view those roadside memorials without thinking of Doug and his homage to those poignant scenes.
I'm Not Alone in My Madness
Refills
Monday, September 24, 2007
Training for New Careers
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Rain, Rain, Stay and Play--Come Again Another Day
Saturday, September 22, 2007
The Road To Bodie
Saturday, September 15, 2007
The Hoosegow
Although you can't walk into this building, you can peer through one window to get a fairly good look at the cell door. I managed to poke my lens between the bars and get a shot with the help of a little fill flash.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Twilight
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Leaning Outhouses of Bodie
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Remembering 9-11
Friday, September 7, 2007
Night blossoms, Frustrations, and Lessons Re-learned
For a few days, I had watched the progress of the night-blooming cactus ensconced in its massive pot outside our backdoor and waited for one of two buds to open. Timing is critical, since this amazing white flower opens when night falls and begins to close with the light of dawn, never to open again. The splendid celebration lasts one glorious summer night, then it’s gone forever. I had hoped to do something different the next time I had the good fortune to participate in the one-night fling of the pungent white blossom. Late Tuesday, I checked the ripest bud and I was convinced that it would thwart me by blooming on a night when I would be unavailable to shoot. At about 10:30pm while I sat robotically processing images, because I was too tired to get up and get ready for bed ,my husband announced, “Your cactus has bloomed.” Rather than relishing what should have been welcome news, I was almost paralyzed by disappointment. Why at a time when I was already too tired to move? Why had I not checked immediately after the sun went down? I began to stumble about looking for the lights, flash, (the batteries were dead, of course), off-camera cord, reflector, tripod, and—most of all—some energy and serious motivation. I swore at myself—again—for not having reorganized gear since returning from the Eastern Sierras trip and for never having dealt with buying a reflector stand and some type of light stands. By the time I finally had my gear set up (something that, ideally, would have been completed a full half-hour before the flower opened), I couldn’t fully connect with my original purpose for shooting.
To make matters worse, for some crazy reason (exhaustion I suppose) the dull logical part of my brain took over, and I struggled against dreadful obstacles to light every petal evenly, get all the elements in focus and just finish the wretched job. All this with no end of frustration. I had failed to check my CF card and filled it with two test shots. Another delay. There was no way on earth for me to turn the pot toward a light source. The plant is at least ten feet tall and I have no idea how much the pot weighs, but I wasn’t going to find out. I experimented with off-camera flash trying to solve the seemingly hopeless lighting situation. Every shot looked over-exposed, under-exposed, or out of focus. The flash cord was annoyingly short. I didn’t have enough hands to do everything. Everything that could go wrong did go wrong. Once, I smashed my right index finger between the camera and tripods, because in my cloud of fatigue I loosened the wrong knob. Yet another reason to give up. The pine tree was in the way on one side. A second cactus dared me to move too far in another direction. I wasn’t prepared and I began seriously trying to wriggle out of the shoot. I just wanted to go to bed! Nevertheless, some stubborn part of me knew I had to follow through on my resolution to catch the next “grand opening” and to move beyond the basic “catalogue shots” I had gotten of a blossom last summer.
After fumbling through what was never fun for one moment, I finally felt I had satisfied the inner demons who had demanded that I take the photographs and fell into bed about 11:30pm tired, dejected, and certain that the entire procedure had been a waste of time and energy.
The next morning, I was in no mood to view the results of previous night’s debacle. Why ruin a perfectly good morning with a reminder that I have along way to grow? However, a kind of morbid curiosity ultimately won out. Why not end the misery and put it behind me, I reasoned? Lo and behold, when I unenthusiastically opened one lone frame in Lightroom, I was shocked to see that my subconscious had somehow managed to take over and there before me was an image that looked very much like what I had imagined two weeks ago. Sure enough, viewing another three images demonstrated that—almost in spite of myself—I had managed to get some elements in focus, not everything was over or under exposed and I had succeeded in seeing the night-blooming cereus in a slightly different way this time. While my intellect had served mostly as an impediment, my subconscious—like it or not—had obstinately persisted with the assignment I had given myself. Self-discipline is a wonderful thing. Sometimes, years of training won’t let you stop or get in the way even when you are determined to throw in the towel. Sometimes it leads you by the nose regardless of how much you squirm and squeal.
The experience was exhausting and humbling. Still, I wouldn’t take anything for the beauty and inspiration of the lesson re-learned. Trust the creative process—a concept I preach to my students and strive to live by. I read, recently, that John Houston the film director once said some of the best moments in his films were the results of accidents. While my product from Tuesday night’s exercise in frustration and discovery may not fall into a class with Houston’s iconic work, the lesson reflects his keen and honest observation. While there can be no doubt that Houston knew his craft, and committed always to full preparation in anticipation of nothing short of excellence, he knew that, in the execution, one must let go and trust the unconscious—the creative voice/vision—to function as the brilliant “heat-seeking device” it is and allow it to find its target. Most of all, we must embrace the unexpected. We must abandon once-and-for-all the desire for full conscious control over every element of the creative process. In a nutshell: never stop learning; do everything necessary to prepare; and then, in the moment of truth, Get. Out. Of. The. Way.
I hope you enjoy the night-blooming cereus.