Wednesday, January 19, 2011

A Heartbreaker

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Had you met Giovanni, he would have broken your heart. You got to know this horse at your own emotional risk.

My friend at Silent Night Farms, L, rescues a lot of horses. I have watched over the years as the lives of numerous wild mustangs and abandoned animals were turned around by this generous woman. All those heart-warming stories have touched me, but none prepared me for the saga of this chestnut gelding.

For four long years, Giovanni had been starved by the excuse for a human being who owned him. When my friend took him under her wing, the young gelding was nothing more than a skeleton with dull hide draped over it. The veterinarian said, “This horse is dead. He just doesn’t know it yet. In the past, you have done some amazing work bringing horses back from the brink, but I don’t think you have a chance with this one.” L was not to be deterred. She continued to shower the shell of a horse with care; and, gradually, he began adding flesh to the bones. His pathetic coat acquired color and a hint of shine. His progress was slow and painful, but steady. Still, the worst news was yet to come.

The years of abuse and neglect had left Giovanni with severe neurological damage.
He was left unsteady, constantly trying to find his balance point, and never quite certain where his feet were going to land. But, he was kind, gentle, curious, and you couldn't help but fall in love. On our 2010 spring trip, the Husband went in the gelding’s corral to distract him from the fence, so I would have an opportunity to take some photos, and the chestnut began following him like a sweet and inquisitive puppy. I had trouble focusing my camera. Tears aren’t conducive to sharp photos.

I am always happy to have a camera in my hand, and when I am surrounded by beautiful horses—well, that's about as good as it can get in my book. I had left home confident that I would have a wonderful time at Silent Knight Farms—I always do. And, I always come home with stacks of bulging full memory cards and hours of processing work ahead of me. But nothing prepared me for photographing Giovanni—for the privilege of sharing time with this amazing animal. It was an opportunity that I will always treasure.

A few months later, the gelding with the indomitable spirit was gone. He had finally come to the end of his short and painful journey. I hope you enjoyed your lease on life with L, Giovanni. You touched all of us, and we won’t forget you. Your story reminds us of the evil of which humans are capable. Your courage, will to live, and gentle nature—in spite of your lot in life—inspires and humbles us. It was a joy to see the light in your soft eyes. I was humbled by my challenge and hope that I captured something of your remarkable spirit.

14 comments:

  1. Such a sad and beautiful story. Thank you, Anita.

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  2. Isn't it nice to know that others are willing to step in even when all seem lost!

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  3. A heartbreakers, indeed. No words.

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  4. Ken - I met Giovanni last April, and I don't think I will ever forget the impact he had on me. Thanks for your comment.

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  5. Mary Ann - No words necessary. We agree.

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  6. Having two rescue dogs I find myself immediately vested in stories such as this. This post was a wonderful tribute.

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  7. Steve - This world would be a sad and sorry place without the kind souls who take in the lost animals and children.

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  8. Earl - Indeed, rescue dogs are part of the bigger picture. Thanks for mentioning that this is a successful tribute. I hoped to bring his story to others.

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  9. Your gift of seeing this beautiful animal with your eyes and through your lens has given us a special gift. I thank you for that.

    Unfortunately man does have an evil side and it rises to hand us pain whether we are the recipients or observers. You said it very well with these words, "... reminds us of the evil of which humans are capable." I'm also aware of how egotistic man is in thinking he has dominance over this world: it's creatures, it's terrain and each other. I wish for more compassionate and empathetic hearts, like yours and Ls, in this world. Have a super weekend, Anita.

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  10. Monte - Thank you for the kind message. You offer quite a lot of food for thought.

    I also wish you a wonderful weekend and one with many clicks of the camera. Are you beginning to be settled in yet?

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  11. This story reminded me that not all stories have a Hollywood ending. As I read along, I was first saddened, then a smile especially hearing how Giovanni followed "The Husband" around like a puppy. Very sweet image in those words.

    Hopefully, somehow, we were redeemed in his eyes, at least he learned to trust someone. Beautiful story and pictures.

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  12. Paul - Thank you for your comments on story and photos.

    Your observation regarding "Hollywood endings" is a touching one. I was stunned by the trust he was willing to place in humans after his miserable treatment. He had every right to be suspicious and even mean. Many horses do become viscious when they are abused. Giovanni seemed to be all heart. There was much to learn from this sprited animal.

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  13. Very touching story Anita. If anything, it showed Giovanni that all humans aren't as cruel as the one he suffered under. Your photographs truly captured his kind spirit and a bit of the sadness.

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  14. Mark - Thank you for your comment. I am relieved that my photographs conveyed those qualities. Giovanni was fortunate to be discovered by my friend. He repaid her by offering affection and inspiration.

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